Haven't spoken to my ex since he asked me not to. I need to move on. It's been too long with no progress. However I sent him a text this morning asking him to send me these books I have him that my friend could use to cope with his own bipolar relationship. I don't know if he will send them to me. I doubt it.
On an unrelated note, about a month ago, I guy I had every class with in high school passed away. We weren't particularly friends back then but we knew each other and spoke from time to time. I didn't go to his memorial service, and I feel I should have. Anyhow, last night I dreamt of him. For some reason it had the feeling of a recurring dream. It was like we were dating but he didn't speak the whole dream. Then it was as if I suddenly remembered he was deceased. I reached out for his arm and started rubbing it to see if it was real. It was then that I "woke up" and saw I was rubbing the arm if a different high school acquaintance who was close with the deceased. We were in a large swimming pool oddly. I hadn't seen nor heard from either of these guys in at least 7 years. I tried to explain to him what had happened when it started to rain and he left. Then I actually woke up.
Since his death, I have been trying to figure out what caused it. The only thing I can find was that he collapsed suddenly on the street then died at the hospital an hour or so later.
I don't usually read too much into my dreams but this is one that I feel must have some meaning...
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